The past few days have been awful. I've been anxiety ridden beyond belief. I can't stop thinking....about all the ways I'm failing....about how to succeed in life....and definitely about him. Its like my brain wasn't wired with an "off" switch.
Thank God for Klonopin....it really has been my saving grace in terms of being able to function, sleep, and basically not just living one big panic attack. Gotta talk to the shrink about staying on it, because I don't know what I would do without my "rescue medication."
For today though....fuck it. I'm drinking wine and turning up and just forgetting about all this shit. Until tomorrow, of course.
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