You Deserve Whatever You Want in Life

This is something I've been reading in Jack Canfield's book, and it has really struck a chord with me.  I think too often I settle for less than I'm worth....which is a reflection of my poor self esteem.  I need break that cycle and start being more assertive about what I want out of life.  That's the only way I'm going to create a life of my dreams.

It's Hard Not to Think About the Negative

As I've mentioned, I am a big believer in the law of attraction.  I've been reading a book called "The Success Principles" by Jack Canfield, and it is really good.  I'm only about a quarter of the way through it, but one of the recurring themes is that the experiences you have are a result of the patterns of thinking you have...what you predominantly focus on is what you are going to manifest in your life.

To that end, I've really been trying to take time to just daydream and allow myself to think about what a perfect life would be like.  I feel really positive after I do that, so I know that it's good for me.

But then very real thoughts and circumstances come up during the day which suck.  Most recently, I've just been angry about a lot of things in my life.  Angry about my financial situation, angry about my relationship status...just grrrrrrr angry about a lot of stuff. x-(

If I believe in the law of attraction, which I do, I've created those situations in my life by what I've been thinking.   And to a large extent I do see where that's true...even though it is a tough pill to swallow.  But when I think about those things, which are still very real parts of my life, I feel sad, hurt, mad, etc.  Its hard to snap out of that.  Its hard to feel good about being broke or being single.

But I know that to turn things around, I need to really start to change how I look at things.  So today, that's what I'm going to try to do.

Starting to Get Back on Track?

Yesterday was a really good day in terms of Weight Watchers.  I kept to my PointsPlus values perfectly, and even had a few points left over at the end of the day.  I got on the scale, and I'm still at the same weight I was when I stopped using my tracker regularly--170.9 pounds.  So that's good news.  That means I'm still down 13 pounds from where I started.

I'm determined to make today a good day.  I'm going to stick to my weight loss program, and I also have lots of other things I need to get done.  I just bought a book by Jack Canfield called The Success Principles and it is really good so far.  I've been trying to focus my thoughts and intentions more recently and I can see good things already starting to happen in my life.  I'm just beginning to delve more into the New Thought and Law of Attraction teachings, so I'm starting with the people from "The Secret" film who stood out to me.  Bob Doyle and Jack Canfield are the first two that jumped out at me immediately, so I've been reading books by the two.  There's a lot of really good stuff!

I also need to get back on track with my Partylite business.  I complain about not having enough money, but I have this golden opportunity with no income limit sitting right in front of me and I don't do anything to turn that into a reality.  I love candles.  I love talking about them, learning about them, teaching people about them, and using them.  I love Partylite.  It really is a perfect "job."  I just need to get over some of my hesitation and really put the petal the metal as far as my business is concerned.

So yeah, lots to work on and keep me busy today.  I have to work this evening, so I have a good 6 hours to get things done.  If I'm gonna turn things around in my life, I need to stop letting all my free time slip away.  Today, I'm gonna try to take some really positive steps forward for me.