Today was a tough day. The psychiatric nurse practitioner who I have been seeing for years left the clinic that accepts my insurance. That meant having to find a new doctor for medication management....my first appointment with this new woman was today.
She was nice enough....but she kept asking me all these questions about things that happened years ago that I discussed at great length with my former mental health professional. Things that aren't necessarily the most pleasant subjects to talk about.
I think over time I'll develop a good relationship with my new shrink...but it won't happen overnight. My appointment kinda got me in a bad place thinking about a lot of negative stuff, and I just wanted to end the day early, so I took my evening meds, including my Ambien, at like 1030pm tonight, which is a full two hours early for me.
It didn't make me fall asleep. In fact, I thought I was wide awake until I just got out of bed to get a drink. I noticed I was a little wobbly going down stairs for a glass of water. So I'm still trying to fall asleep...guess I'm a little loopy....I thought I'd post an update before I finally knock out for the evening. Goodnight folks.
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